Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Working on my Mojo

It is almost February and I have not been able to shake the end of the year wtf blues. I need to make some major personal changes in how I live my life. But in the am when I feel like crap, I allow myself to be overwhelmed by the minor inconveniences that are part of life. I don't want to be ther person I am now. I am so much better than that. I have more to offer than that. The people on the outside see me in a different light. They see me as someone who has it all together and when i try to explain that I am not all that, they dismiss me like I am just looking for a compliment, or that nothing is good enough for me. But that is not it at all. I want to wake up each day with a feeling of purpose. I want to tackle the things that will make me feel whole. I really want to handle all the things that are a part of daily life without feeling overwhelmed. I need to be happy if i just do everything ok and not great. I need to be able to live in the moment and not feel that I am letting life pass me by.

1 comment:

Deneen said...

YOU are putting too much pressure on yourself. It always seems, after the holidays and the cold weather, kinda makes me down. I think the high expectations and pressure we put on ourselves for the holidays and everyone else, wears on us (women in general) and then we always feel let down.

Send me an email, vent. You'll feel better.

PS: Love the pics of the grandkids as your blog header, beautiful.